“In straightforward prose, Ly Tran delivers a vivid recollection of navigating the ever-permutating rules of a new country, a too-often-rigid socioeconomic structure, and the ragged labyrinth of a family’s shared and individual traumas.
Tran immigrated to the United States as a child, scraping together an existence alongside her family: three older brothers, a mother who mostly does what she must (and occasionally what she can), and a father whose PTSD, paranoia, and temper leave scars on the each of them. Still, Tran is compassionate in her recording, understanding of the mental health issues and the emotional distress, even as he refused to believe she needed glasses—her education and general ability to move about the world suffering.
Raw in both honesty and hopefulness, this is not a memoir of the long-defunct American Dream; this is a story of resilience, of carving out a life from unrelenting circumstances.”
An intimate, beautifully written coming-of-age memoir recounting a young girl’s journey from war-torn Vietnam to Ridgewood, Queens, and her struggle to find her voice amid clashing cultural expectations.
Ly Tran is just a toddler in 1993 when she and her family immigrate from a small town along the Mekong river in Vietnam to a two-bedroom railroad apartment in Queens. Ly’s father, a former lieutenant in the South Vietnamese army, spent nearly a decade as a POW, and their resettlement is made possible through a humanitarian program run by the US government. Soon after they arrive, Ly joins her parents and three older brothers sewing ties and cummerbunds piece-meal on their living room floor to make ends meet.
As they navigate this new landscape, Ly finds herself torn between two worlds. She knows she must honor her parents’ Buddhist faith and contribute to the family livelihood, working long hours at home and eventually as a manicurist alongside her mother at a nail salon in Brownsville, Brooklyn, that her parents take over. But at school, Ly feels the mounting pressure to blend in.
A growing inability to see the blackboard presents new challenges, especially when her father forbids her from getting glasses, calling her diagnosis of poor vision a government conspiracy. His frightening temper and paranoia leave an indelible mark on Ly’s sense of self. Who is she outside of everything her family expects of her?